i haven’t posted in a while, but maybe today’s the day to vent the feelz.
everyone’s posting about how thankful they are to have their families and the dinner that they’re going to have and that makes me jealous, lol. i guess i love the holidays so much because my parents never really did. i imagined thanksgivings, christmases, new years to be so wonderful after watching movies. holiday movies are my favorite, but they remind me what i dont have.. i dont have a family that comes together and celebrates the love we have. my extended family is so big, but they’re celebrating with their own families and i’m green with envy. every year the holiday time makes me so happy, no one ever knows why but it’s because of what i imagined growing up. all the christmas tales of how a family came together and appreciated one another, the presents, the tree, the decorations.. i never really had any of that. and thanksgiving is no different. i wonder if it’s just me, who thinks like this. i am thankful for the people i’ve met, the family i have, and those who make my life better. but if you asked me what my typical holidays are like, i’d tell you.. we don’t do anything. i stay home and act like nothing bothers me but it does. there’s my post/rant/vent for today. enjoy your turkey allll.
i’m no good at anything else, but this running away thing, yeah i’m freaking great at it.
The beginning of I Write Sins Not Tragedies slowed down and layered over The Ballad of Mona Lisa.
Oh my god
Oh my god
Well that took all of 2 seconds for me to hit the reblog button.